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2012-02-27T00:47:00.001+08:00

It's half past midnight.
On the bed and it's freeeeezing in here.

Beginning of a new week.
And I will make use of all my free time to start on revision for MBTs.
Hoping to pass everything for MBTs.
And start aiming higher for Maths and Chem.

A levels time-table is out and it's not that bad.
Can't wait for it to end though all I can think about now is to drive and to get a job and club.
LOL.

Realized my interest in games last for barely 2 weeks.
Scramble got boring.
And so did Draw Something.
Haha.

App of the year : Instagram.
Got my 60 seconds of fame yesterday with my cool photo.
So proud!!
Huahuahuahua.

Stalked some pretty girls on fb today and fuck everyone's so fit and slim and healthy.
I'm a sad handicapped blob.
I hate PE lessons when everyone runs and when they finish their 3.5 km, they have this look of satisfaction.
The sweat, the messy hair, the tired face and the aching legs.
GOSH I MISS THAT FEELING.
What I would do to be able to run like that again.
Scratch that.
What I would do to even run at least 200m without feeling this intense sharp pain in my chest.
Haiz why.
Why why why.
But it's ok at least I'm still alive.
Thankful for that.

Wonder how I'm going to last dancing two 6 minute pieces.
Not gonna be a pussy and complain.
Gonna work on my stamina and hope this heart gets stronger.
Should probably work out.
Need to swim damn it.

Sigh.
This week was umm emo.
But whatever, what's the point of thinking about things that make you sad.
Why don't you make your own happy future with the ones you love?

Let's all forget the past, shall we?

Brush it off,
and move on.

XOXO

2012-02-23T23:25:00.001+08:00

Another early night for me today.
Too tired.
Didn't touch my bag at all when I reached home.
Showered, ate and straight to bed.
Really hate lying on my pillow with wet hair, but tonight will be an exception.

Few things I enjoyed today.
Recess with the TK VS people, the arts and crafts session and MCS.

MCS was good today.
I have developed a liking for zapin and I can't wait to do contemporary.
Secretly wishing to be the person to be thrown around in the air lol sounds exciting.
And secretly wishing we had more practices so I can erase everything out of my big over thinking head, and just fucking dance.

Back to square one.
Maybe even square negative one.
When things go from good to very good to bad to worst.
Sigh.
Can't stop thinking of every little detail.
Wish I didn't know anything.
But then again, I do wanna know everything.
Haiyy how do I compete with that.

So emo for what Isya lol.
Where got tiiiimmmmeeeeeee.

XOXO

2012-02-23T16:57:00.001+08:00

2012-02-21T23:10:00.001+08:00

Going to bed before 12 today.
First time in god knows how long.

Tired.
So so so so so tired.

I should stop complaining.

Wondering again if anyone reads this space.
I hope no one does though.

My life is an open book.

XOXO

2012-02-20T01:51:00.001+08:00

Gonna regret being up this late tmr morning.
But I can't sleep.
So much on my mind.
Haiyayayayaya.

One should never be allowed to think past midnight.
Because thoughts often lead to second thoughts.

Should stop doubting myself.

Why?
Why me?

XOXO

17th Feb

2012-02-19T00:41:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TAUFIK MY FAVE BOY FOREVAAAAAAAAA <33

School was a drool so lets just skip it lolzzzz.

Bowling first.

We both won a game each haha i still suck though.

Manhattan Fish Market for dinz.

So many promotions!

Cheap good food and amazing mudpie.

And shisha at night!

Cheeeeelllzzz.

And this is my mom's bday wish for Topik hahaha

Really enjoyed my day hehe.

Happy 19th love.

2012-02-15T00:40:00.001+08:00

Can't deal.
I am an emotional wreck and nobody knows.
Lol.
This is secretly killing me.
Fuck seriously fuck.
Fucking karma.

Fuck.

Valentine valentine

2012-02-14T01:46:00.001+08:00

Nenek, I miss you.
A month till your first death anniversary and just thinking about it saddens me.
I miss spending every weekend over at Sembawang, I miss eating the food you cook, I miss kissing you and hugging you, I miss hearing you call me chacha Le sigh I miss everything about you.
Can't believe a year flew by just like that.
How did I manage to go a year without you.
And I'm writing this and crying and I doubt anyone understands.
I miss you.
I just really really really miss you.

It's Valentine's Day.
And this year, it's no big deal.
Just another Tuesday.
New year, new Valentine.
Hopefully this one stays for the next subsequent years.
Keep spending my Valentine's Day with different people.
It doesn't feel exclusive anymore.
Taufik, will you be my last?
Haha.

3 days till Taufik's 19th and I am not ready.
I enjoy planning birthdays and such but not for the people the closest to me.
I don't know why haha.
Too much expectations I think too much on my shoulders too much to bear.
So yes pls help me and make my life easier lol.

And I'm glad you've moved on.
A part of me feels uneasy honestly.
But I am perfectly happy where I am so I shouldn't be feeling this way.
Good luck anyway.
Wish you all the best.
And I hope you'll stop hating me too.

XOXO

2012-02-13T01:22:00.001+08:00

Helloz

This is weird.
A good weird I think.
Why am I even feeling this way.
Hahaha.
WEIRD SO FUCKIN WEIRD.
Just shut up.

The weekend is over.
Sigh depressed.
Starting to hate school.
Tmr I shall try my best to catch up on my work.
Since I didn't do much this weekend.
Lol I'm so useless.

Valentine's Day is coming.
And for the first time in 5 years,
I'm going to school empty handed.
DISAPPOINTED
PLUS
BROKE
PLUS
TOO TIRED.

Hope you guys still love me <3

And I miss my BFF Nicole Mak I miss you so bad I wanna die now it's been months since I met you )':
Sighhhhhh.

XOXO

2012-02-12T01:13:00.001+08:00

Change.

Not everyone likes change.
Not everyone is receptive to change.
Not everyone wants to change.
But if it's for the better, then why not?
What's holding you back?
What's making you hesitate?

Think and think hard.
If its for the better, then change.

Because I am waiting.

2012-02-10T23:39:00.001+08:00

Hi friends lololol

THIS WEEK WAS JUST CRAZY!!!!!
Went home so late everyday except today and it's a Friday today
so I deserve an applause.
^^

Orientation was fuckin awesome I swear I had so much fun,
the lack of sleep, exhaustion and missing out on lessons were totally worth it haha.
Photos later!

Monday we had wet games.
So proud of my OG because everyone said our OG was really loud compared to the rest.
Left for dental to get my top retainers now I can't talk properly and it hurts like a bitch.
So I've been wearing them only at night LOL.
Which is bad but I don't care.
Stayed till 10 plus in school to tie water bombs and mass Phobos shower at the voleyball court.
Hahahaha love these crazy people.
Went home all wet good thing I live nearby!

Tuesday was MMM!
Games started at 9 plus and I had so much fun with Angie!
Love this girl, suntanned and camwhored from 9 plus till 5.
And every OG that came to our station had so much fun.
I wonder if they still rmb me.....
LOL.
Went to Athirah's house at about 9 to bake till 11 plus!
The boys stayed till 3 plus which was really crazy.
DEDICATED.

Wednesday was mass wet games and Finale!
Mass wet games was the shizzzzzzzzz.
Much better than last year's.
But I was having my period so ya kinda leaked....
LOL TMI.
Then showered and prepared for Finale!
Did the Phobos mass dance again and I realised how much I love performing.
Haha.
Everyone was so high, best "clubbing" night after Zouk.
Can't wait to club somemore can I be 18 now CHEY.

Thursday skipped school.
Wanted to do work but I didn't do anything much.
Disappointed.
Met Taufik after so long.
Lepak with Hilman and Mateen
Then MCS so stress every time.
Concert in 2 months and we might have to dance another piece and I am excited!
Dinner with Fik at Asli and he gave me a rose AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

Okay anyway,
Made so many new friends this week.
It's quite amazing how you see someone for a whole year in your J1 life
but you don't actually make conversation or even eye contact.
But during orientation, you throw waterbombs at them and joke with them like you've known them your whole life.
So I'm thankful for these 3 days because I get to mingle with so many meridians.
So sweet Isya :')

Made a few J1 friends too!
Which is good cos I don't hate them.
Instead, I make an effort to want to get to know them.
Lol lets see how long this lasts.
But me and Frin need new eating buddies new table buddies hahaha.
So guys if you see me and Frin, come join us we won't bite.

Now I'm lagging so much in everything but Mr Ng has been so understanding I luv him.
Didn't do any work today, but I'll catch up over the weekends I promise!!
Performed for the J1s today and I really hope people join MCS la seriously.
Come on MCS is easy LOL.
Its not la but ya its pretty fun. No regrets.

Orientation is over.
Next up, A levels.
What a wake up call.

Enjoy guyzzzzzz!

First day with Phobos 6 / 12S411!

Angie, my D4 buddy at Tanjong Beach.

Suntanning and getting sunburnt together.

Tanjong Gang!!!!

Frisbee, love stories, sun, sand, sea.

Elite 4,

Even though we won't be together so often anymore,

you guys will forever be the best classmates ever.

Fabes,

I'll miss you. Can't believe you left already.

Gonna miss your hate vibes and you bullying me everyday <3

My Phobos 6 OGLS!

Thanks for making Orientation a success!!!

The rest of the Phobos OGLs,

LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!!!

Orientation wouldn't have been this amazing without each and every one of you!

And of course,

Taufik, my fave boy.

Thanks for tolerating with me and

I'm sorry I neglected you so much.

Thanks for being patient with me,

and still treating me like a princess even after everything.

I love you <3

2012-02-06T00:29:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone I'm finally brace-less!!
And I've never been happier
:} :) :] :D
Lolllllll it's half past 12 and I'm not sleepy yet even though I have to be up super early tmr.
6:50 in school can you imagineeeee.
I know I live 5 mins away but SIGH.

This past week went fine I had fun.
Too much fun actually.
Work is piling, plus I'll be missing lessons for 3 days so that means I'll have more work coming my way.
But whatever really.
I wanna enjoy 3 days and have all the fun I can ok so fuck it.
LOL F U MJ its been a month since school started and I wanna pull my hair out.
As if I'm not already balding...
Ok gotta chill and breathe and let loose these 3 days.
EXCITEDDDDDDDDDD!!!!?!?!?!?
My OG has 25 people 14 girls and 11 guys I really hope they're fun people pls pls pls let me have fun people in my OG.

Ok besides orientation.....
Idk there's nth else I can talk about.

Watched the latest episode of Gossip Girl yesterday and omg I really wanted to cry that was the most dramatic episode in the whole 5 seasons aaaahhhhhhh really can't wait for the next episode!!!!!

So I watched Blair's wedding and Bride Wars, and I really wanna get married now.
It'll be so beautiful and so grand and sparkly and pretty and just amazing.
And my ring omg I need a huge ring.
Sigh good luck to my future husband pls still continue loving me during our wedding.
Wanna have babies and a nice house and an Audi and kitties.
Sigh long way to go......

I should stop wanting to grow up.
And enjoy my teenage years.
Besides, I'm turning legal this year.
Hahahaha legal....
As if I'll do anything legal ish.

XOXO

2012-02-01T23:19:00.003+08:00

Hi la hi.

Doing my essay now on Work and Life.
Wtf how broad is that what am I supposed to write seriously.
Can't even think, forever no brain juices flowing.
Think they dried out a long time ago lol.
Feels like I'm writing a Geog essay though.
Haha.

Orientation just nowwwwww....
Awkward AG....
Hahaha they were okay I mean they were kinda cute but I can't really remember any of their names la except one cool name Moire.
Lolz how cool.
Love the Phobos OGLs so crazzzyyyyy!!!
Couldnt stop laughing the whole day haha love you guys can't wait for next week!!
Wet games, MMM and Finale woohooooo.
Hopefully I'll get a fun OG too.
Quite a number of malay guys and girls this year lol can add more to the standard table.
Need to make friends and not be a bitchy senior k I'll try my best.
But I already wanna slap some faces LOLLLLLLLLLL ISYA I BET EVERYONE WANTS TO SLAP ME TOO HA HA HA

Can't wait for Friday braces off bitchezzzz.
The bottom part is already off and I'm soooooo happy can't wait for the top too hehehehehe.
Can't stop smiling and licking my own teeth lolololol

Parents went to Vietnam for 4 days leaving me sissy and Raiyan
to survive without proper food or clean clothes or a clean house.
But it wasnt that bad actually.
We made it.
Even though I didn't have any uniform to wear on Monday haha damn what is life without my parents.

Ok should probably get back to my essay soon.
Maths test tmr and I'm too lazy to revise just gonna smoke my way through.
As always.
Chem test yesterday was like wtf.
Haha wonder why I study for Chem when its pretty impossible to score.
But I luvvvvv Chem.

And Scramble is taking over my life.....
Hahaha I'm pretty good at it the only people who can win me is my sissy
who is freaking awesome but I'm improving k.
And Adliya too and Audrey awww my 4/9 smartasses.

I have such amazing discipline the only tabs that are open are blogger and wiki and google and shit.
Forcing myself not to get on twitter or fb or tumblr or youtube cos then I'd get distracted.

I miss so many people right now like Nicole and Iffa and Bel and Hilman and Faridzuan and the team and Raziv Seth Adib and Faty and Nidia.
Sighzzzzzzzzzzz busy busy busy.

Omg speaking of Hilman haha just got off the phone with him lol he needed to ramble and complain so of course me being the good friend that I am had to listen to him whine like a bitch for an hour over the phone haha.
Now I don't miss him anymore.....
Hilman if you're reading this I'm kidding I lub chu but you're still ma bitch.
If only everyone on that list called me now then I wouldn't have to sleep tonight I don't mind really.
Hahaha

Ok anyway bye everyone CAN'T WAIT FOR FRIDAY!!!
Gonna evolve into a butterfly lol yes I'm an ugly caterpillar now lulz.

Btw I'm happy.
So happy with where we are now don't really want anything to change.

XOXO

Gong Xi Gong Xi

2012-01-24T00:58:00.001+08:00

Hello!
It's been so long since I posted!
Mad busy with school and life it's already starting to get really stressful.
So much things I need to finish but I don't have time or I'm just too lazy haha.
Can't be lazy Isya you can't be lazy.

Anyways things have been going pretty good lately.
School has been quiet and lonely without JJ and Fabz.
And of course the J2s like Uan Ayeshah Saufi and everyone else the usual people we see in school everyday.
But me and Frin are doing well.
Coping and just bitching everyday yup that's what we do best.

Ok so far what has happened lemme think....

Open House was great had such a good time!!
It was tiring as hell from MCS to Mass dance but it was worth it.
Got 2nd place for Mass Dance!
After Callisto who really deserved their first place haha.

Can't really rmb anything else that happened.
No major events.
Everyday it's just me and Frin in the study room, cheeeeeeelllzzzz.
Haha.

OH
HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY FAIZAH PRATA ABDAN <3333
First person to turn 18 so proud of you.
And I rmb when we were still sec fours in the canteen talking about how we were gonna be when we're 18.
And look where we are now!
Accomplished young women who achieved their goals of having LONG LONG LONG HAIR.
YAY APPLAUSE BITCHES APPLAUSE.
Love you forever and always Fai.
Hope you and Mahdhir grow up together and get married and have amazing beautiful white vampire babies.
LOLOLOLOL.

K moving on...

Taufik?
Yeah we're doing fine haha.
Despite school and shit we still find time to just lepak a while and catch up which is good.
But I foresee busier days and weeks ahead and I am just afraid of what's coming.
Which is gonna be quite a problem....
But we'll get through it.
Everyday has been such a blast and I just want to be happy with this boy right here.
Sigh shut up Isya.

Ok coming up next.....
Dance concert, March Block Tests, soccer season, Valentine's Day, birthdays.
I am excited as hell but time needs to really slow down a little.

Anyway, happy CNY everyone!!!
Hope you guys had a great long weekend.
I'm broke and hoping my mom's boss gives us money this year hahahaha.

Oh today was such a bitchy day I've been such a bitch in my head seriously this has got to stop.
Bitching and hating on people who didn't even do anything to me...
Emotional wreck.
Haha k that's all.

Oh did I mention
Everyone looks better this year?
Like in school so many people are more good looking.
Is it an 18/19 year old thing?
Or did I just get uglier hahahaha.
Bye.

XOXO

MJC

2012-01-10T22:56:00.001+08:00

2nd day of school and I am beyond exhausted.
It's 10:40 and I'm already in bed!
Which is pretty rare for a JC kiddo like me.
No actually not really lol Isya.
Haha today will be the only night I won't study this week k I'll try.

Anyway, the first two days of school have been hectic and reaaalllly tiring.
School without JJ and Fabz is so....different. It sucks!
Me and Frin, two small lonely lost girls all the time haha.

Did PE on Monday! Probably my only PE lesson till NAPFA is over.
Thanks to permanent MC lololol.
Aching like craaaazzzzyyyyy from PE HAHA.
Weak shit.

After school was just back and forth between MCS and Mass dance.
So crazy!!!!!!!!

Today was the same except worst!
Don't really like the kebaya I have to wear cos its gonna be hot and uncomfy but deal with it bitch suck it up.
Performances at 2:35 5:05 for MCS then 5 plus for Phobos!!!!
Excited for mass dance yay yay yay hahaha.
Come support me ok!!!!???!!!
So much energy and effort and time and perspiration haiz MUST WATCH!!!

SO EVERYONE PLEASE COME TO MJ OK!!!!!!
No wait.
Come to MJ Open House but don't come to MJ LOLLLLLLL!!!!!
Kidding I love MJC I really do.
The culture here is amazing.
It's stressful no doubt about that.
But come on, which JC Poly ITE isn't stressful?
But MJ is encouraging and motivating and you'll just love it here ok trust me!
MJ IS FOR YOU HAHAHA.

XOXO

2012-01-08T19:59:00.000+08:00

Hi!

I've been watching Kate Plus 8 for hours hahaha

love her kids they're the cutest!

Can I meet them one day!!!

They're 8 and 12 this year wow

Can I have 8 kids toooooooooo haha

11 also can one whole soccer team.

or 15 la plus reserves.

K can.....

So school starts tmr bitchezzzzzzzz.

S I G H H H H H H H H H H H H

Didn't do anything much today I attempted a few things but I ended up eating so much.

And there's height and weight tmr probably THANKS.

Class is going to be so different without JJ Fabz and Faty.

It's only gonna be me and Frin.

How sad really.

Gonna miss them so much!

So on Thurs and Fri we had mass dance again.

Thurs I had MCS in the morning and we got kinda annoyed

at some points cos there were so many things that weren't exactly ready?

Like our costumes!!!!!!!

ZZZZZZZ but whatever hope everything turns out well during open house.

I needa look sweet in my costume hahaha.

Oh bad part is that we're performing at 2:35 and 5:05 and mass dance is at 5:05 as well.

STRESS.

But come and watch me dance peeps!!!

Hahaha shall not embarrass myself k.

Lunch with Elite 4 aka me Frinny JJ and Fabz at Compasspoint.

Then we lepak ed at JJ's place and played Bridge???

Hahaha they're addicts who just learnt the game but yeah it was fun.

Friday was just relaxing.

Mass dance again at noon.

Full dress rehearsal in the hot blazing sun oh my god I was melting.

LOL.

Met Fik and we had lunch at Magic Wok haha I miss the Magic Wok outside TK!

Saw Rachel and we both screamed!!

Miss this crazy girllllllll <3

Then to TP to watch ze boys play soccer and I just chilled with Zaman and Ashraf.

And they're celebrating Ashraf's 19th today!

But I heavy heartedly decided to stay home to finish my work

#proudmoment LOL good start to prioritizing ^^

Dyou know that boys have no sense of time when they play soccer?

They can play till like 5am if no one stops them.

Hahaha.

They stopped at 10 though cos this girl right here is fierce and hungry...

LOL.

Supper at Kadir wah awesome kambing soup haha.

And we played this 5 facts about me game and it was hilarious.

Sharing facts about myself to new people who won't judge you hopefully?

Skipped Youth Alive the next morning.

Youth Alive is my religious class btw...

Dad's away in the Philippines so I didn't have anyone to send me to the mosque LOL.

Yes that's my excuse pffttttt..

Tuition then accompanied Fik to buy his fishing stuff

then went home to just laze all day all night woohoooo.

Useless lazy ass Isya yeappppp I'm the best.

And today is just another lazy Sunday hahaha.

I will start work tmr I hope.

Kinda excited for school to see everyone but

omg the thought of studying is just ughhhhhh.

My time table's pretty cool though.

End at 2:35 from Mon to Wed, 3:25 on Thurs and 12:55 on Friday.

Sounds good no???

YAY.

More time to ~~lepak~~.

I mean study.

Alright everyone have a good week ahead!

ENJOY YOUR LAST DAY OF HOLIDAY COS ITS GONNA GET CRAZY FROM HERE.

XOXO

P.s, random colours LOL I WAS BORED

2012-01-04T23:13:00.003+08:00

Page 4 of 366.

Hahaha lame.
If that page thing seriously trends for the whole year,
wow just wow.
Salute to whoever who started it.

Ok back to my life!
Mass dance this morning and we finalized some stuff.
Kinda proud of Phobos.
This will be the last big event we're gonna have
and the last one I'll be able to participate in.
Come J2, no more cheerleading, Colloseum, Funfestique etc etc.
SUCKS.

Studied today with Fik and his friends at TP library.
which is one of my fave places to study cos its hugeeeeeeeee.
And there's so many empty quiet seats and
there's that room thing and the tables have lights its just perfect.
Plus aircon!!!!! And toilets nearby and water coolers.
Haiyyyy if only MJ's library was like that haha.

Then they went to play soccer while I went to meet my girlies
aka Frin and Aiqi for dinner at Changi City Point.
Bitched bitched bitched bitched bitched.
Fave thing to do.
Good way to blow off some steam LOL.

Fck all the pimples on my face like come on school is starting.
School = no make up.
ARGHHHHHHH.
Insecure mode on.
Gonna look like this.

Speaking of school, really can't wait to see all the new J1s!
Hahaha I know I'll start hating a lot of juniors but it's so exciting.
New faces, new friends!

Thinking of keeping my hair for another year.
Hmmm maybe till my tailbone.
If it gets annoying then I'll just snip it all off again back to shoulder length!
But I wanna be kakak kakak with long flowy hair howwwwww.
Hahaha decisions decisions.

Feel like getting new shoes for school.

Something girlier like these 2 Macbeth shoes.

But Idk I'm so broke plus I really don't need another pair of shoes.

Hahaha.

Someone get it for me pls from www.getupmerch.com

Thanks big kiss for you mwaaaaaxxxxxxxx!

Anyway I spent my day yesterday at home bonding with my sissy,

and its been so long since we both just lazed at home haha.
Her boyfriend's 21st birthday tmr wow so olddddd.
They've been together 6 years and I wish them all the happiness in the world.
Get married soon pls and have cute children and cute cats.

Anyway I hope you're doing well now.
I think you are and I am so happy for you.
Wish we could still be as close as we were before but
I know we can never be the same again,
I'll pray for things to at least get better than this.

XOXO

2012-01-02T17:08:00.002+08:00

Hi guys it's the 2nd day of the year!

And I'm home with a piece of cheesecake and my laptop,
which I should be using to start on some Geography.

But no I'm here, and listening to AJ Rafael <3333
He is so so so talented!

Ok so this was my New Years Eve.

Lepak ing at Clark Quay looking drunk but no we weren't drinking.

And this was yesterday at Mahdhir's surprise BBQ!

And I kinda like BBQing now!

Like actually cooking the food for people instead of just waiting for it.

Hahaha.

And this is me camwhoring a little.

The glow effect gave me such pink lips I loved ittttttt.

So I had to put on a little lipstick of course!

Hahaha crazy girl who puts on lipstick at home just for a photo.

Got into a huge fight with my mom haiz........

K bye fml.

School starts in a week.

In a fckin week.

7 days!!!!!!!

I AM NOT READY SOMEONE SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

2012-01-01T04:35:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAAAARRRRRRR!!!!!!!

Lol spent my new years eve with Taufik and I had so much fun hahahaha.
Can't even rmb what we did.
Tuition in the early afternoon and we did integration and my brain just died I was so lost haha.
Met Taufik this boy forever late btw which is bad! Cos I'm forever late so he can't be later than me right??
Lollllll.
We ate and I ate turkey for the first time haha.
Walked around Marina but it was crowded cos everyone was waiting for the fireworks.
So we went to Clark Quay instead which was even more crowded haha.
I got pushed around so much!
Hate being this small sometimes
They had this countdown concert thing which was awesome lulllzzzz.
Think it was the 91.3 Fm one with the live bands and stuff.
Danced sang and jumped around like maniacs hahaha my feet hurts though
So much snow spray thingy and alcohol everywhere and drunk people hahaha. What a sight really.
I've never actually been to Clark Quay past midnight so it was an eye opener.

Azhar picked us up with the rest of the guys and we lepaked at tamp for a while before heading home.
Still kinda high I reached home at 3 plus and it's already 4 plus.
Going to bed sooooonnnn another long day tmr.
Which I hope will go smoothly as planned.

Ok honestly I don't know why my parents didn't even call me to ask me to go home and shit.
It's either they trust me enough or they don't really care anymore.
I think it's the latter haha.

I still have my new year resolutions in my drafts but I don't feel like posting it just yet not sure why.

2012, please be good to me.
My A level year this year, so all I need is lots of motivation and stamina.
No outside stress besides studies and no relationship problems please.
I need next year to be the best and easiest year ever.

XOXO

2011 2011 2011

2011-12-30T21:20:00.000+08:00

My 2011 in photos!!!!!!!!

Not exactly everything but things I remembered which meant smth to me?

Lol whatev enjoy bitchazzzz.

January

Post O's

MJ Open House

TP Open House

Prata party

February

Orientation Week

March

Road Race

Nenek <3

Soccer season

April

MJ Drama

Justin Bieber Movie

Justin Bieber LIVE

SYF

May

Colloseum

MCS Baking

Seoul Garden with 11S501

June

Sinthiya's BBQ

UK!!

July

Sweet 17th

August

Buka with my girls

Back row clique

Teacher's Day Celebrations

September

Hari Raya

Dee's Birthday

Jalan Raya with Malay Table

October

Promos with Elite 4

Post promos

J1 Bash @ Zouk

OGL games

November

End of PW celebration

OGL Camp

Madrasah Graduation

Date with Iffy

December

Krabi

M Gang Chalet

Taufik <33333

And that's all I have for you guys.

XOXO

N•thing

2011-12-30T02:23:00.001+08:00

Finally, a stay home day today!
And hopefully tmr too I just don't wanna do anything I wanna sleep at 3 in the morning and wake up at 1 in the afternoon and not feel like I've wasted my morning away.
Because doing nothing is always a good thing.
At least to me.
When 2012 starts and when school begins and I am called a J2, I will never be able to do this again.
So now's the time to do nothing and feel good about it.
I didn't get anything done today.
Attempted maths again but ended up watching Kate Plus 8 instead.
Fave!!!!!

It's already Friday.
Tmr's Saturday.
Then it's 2012 the following day.
O m g can you believe it?

I'm looking forward to the new year.
As much as I'm totally not ready for it, I just want to start fresh again.

Sleeping with my hair in a braid because I wanna wake up with wavy hair.
Hahahahaha.
No one's gonna see it but it's okay it makes me happy.

XOXO.

Waves

2011-12-29T21:27:00.001+08:00

Long brown wavy pretty hair grrrrrr

My ass is bigger than your ass

2011-12-29T02:46:00.001+08:00

Gym today with Frin!
Didn't really do much I was there just to accompany Frin.
Trying to tighten my ass though.
And my thighs.
MCS again tmr, time to work on this huge ass with Syirah haha.

Surprised Frin today with _______
It was soooooo funny it made me really happy haha.
Her reaction was priceless lolololol.

Oh good news.
Finished one of the five maths papers just now!
#proudmoment right there homie
Four more to go I can do this!
I only need another four lonely nights haha.

I need to emo again that's why I come to this space but I get so tired of my own rants.
Lol not tonight then.

Can't believe the year is ending already.
Come to think of it, I spend my new years eve with a different person every year.
Damnnnnnn you slut.
Sigh let's hope someone stays for the next few new years eves...

Time to start thinking of new year resolutions?
I rarely keep to mine though but lets give it a shot.

2012 will be a good year.

XOXO cuties.

2011-12-28T22:02:00.001+08:00

0250 hrs

2011-12-28T02:51:00.001+08:00

Hi hi.

MCS was pretty slack today since Iza and Huda weren't there haha.
Had mass dance after that to finalize a few things.
Didn't do anything much.
Woke up sooooo early so I need to sleep pronto.

Then checked out Changi City Point for the first time.
Not bad ey the place!
Ate really decent Jap food at the food court.
Much better than the Tamp Food Culture jap food haha.
Expo Metro sale for a little while.
Really needa go there with my parents haha.

I feel like piercing my helix all of a sudden.
Hmmm..............

Today I got a littttttllleeeee jealous.
Jealous at a few things.
So unlike me to get jealous and still be thinking about it now but whatever haha.
Should just brush it off.
Jealousy kills right?

The mother's still not talking to me.
Hmm what's new right?
She always acts like I don't exist so okkkkkk what am I supposed to do anyway lame.
And like I can't even talk to anyone about this cos it's so embarrassing.
Like come on, which mother treats her daughter like how mine does.
LOL DON'T JUDGE ME.

I feel like I need to see you though.
To talk.
About nothing.
Nothing sounds good doesn't it?

XOXO

2011-12-27T02:46:00.001+08:00

Need to be up in less than 5 hours for MCS ugh I'm soooooo lazy I wanna sleep in everyday if I could haha.

Impromptu sleepover last night at my cousin's place.
They called at 11 pm and me and sissy drove there in our pyjamas.
Player kinect and just talked till 5 in the morning haha it was funnnnnnn.

Woke up pretty late met the boy since everyone sort of had plans.
Bought my perky brown contact lenses which I didn't really like!
I prefer the darker ones so I'd look less like a poser haha.
Lepak with ze boy till he had to go meet his family for dinner.

We just sat and talked about life for almost 3 hours. I can never get bored of this crazy guy lol.
Interesting talk we had today btw.
Everyday I learn smth new, both good and bad.
I am liking this progress.
This dating, getting to know each other progress.

I don't wanna hurt anyone anymore.
But this gut feeling inside of me tells me that I'm gonna end up hurting Taufik too.
Haiz I need to change and I really want to change.

Lol everyday I think about this and get all emo.
I seriously need to chill!

XOXO

2011-12-24T23:26:00.001+08:00

Hi.

Back from chalet today.
Slept the entire day when I reached home haha.
Think I slept less than 5 hours for the whole 3 days and 2 nights lol.
Had so so so much fun damnnnn miss the great company already.
Forgot how it felt like being around boys and talking in Malay.
Not as bad as I thought haha.
Too much second hand smoke though....

So much on my mind tonight.
As always.

This blog is too public for me to say anything.
I know no one reads this shit but it's still so out there.
I told myself I wouldn't be afraid of people who were gonna judge me.
But I can't help it.
I am afraid.
Just posting about my daily life makes me insecure about myself.
Sigh.
Maybe I am to blame for having people judge me.
Or maybe I'm thinking too much.

Idk.
Whatever.

Happy holidays~
Have a good Christmas everyone!

2:45 am

2011-12-22T02:45:00.001+08:00

Oh wow it's almost 3.
I'm starving I need to sleep it off!
Didn't do anything today.
Stayed home folded the laundry and altered some clothes.
Haha likka makcik I know.

Chalet tmr and I need to socialize and make new friends since I barely know any of the girls there.
Sigh I hope everything turns out well.
Hope no one hates me....
Everyone hates me it's this annoying first impression that I give.
Lol I'm not even sure whyyyyyy.
Haters be hatin'
Bitches be bitchin'
LULLLLLZZZ!!!!!!

Anyway,
Had a good heart to heart talk with Faridzuan!
Now I know more from the guy's perspectives.
I'm seeing things a little differently now but then again, gonna stick with my own instincts.

I am the love guru, after all.

Ha ha.

Am I worth the wait?

XOXO

2011-12-21T01:04:00.001+08:00

Good day today!
Spent half the day at the airport and the other half at town.
Finished most of my Geog work before Amsyar Frin and Fai came.
Coffeebean is a pretty decent place to study actually.
Met Matwadeh and the rest met Taufik lullllzxzzz.
Fetched Faustina, she left with Keith.
Pastamania for lunch and Aiqi joined us!
Sent the floorballers off awwww so jealous of them! Excited but jealous at the same timeeeeeee.
Sweden ok plus it's mad cheap.
Left for town with Topik this newly rich boy wanna buy shoes and chinos (':
Never knew he was that cool hahaha.
So proud.
Imma do my job and make him look even more handsome soon haha wtf.
He bought Vans not bad boat shoes.
And me I wanna buy everythingggggg!!
Next on my list,
FLATFORMS.
Is that what people call it? Hah.

Sigh think I'm slowly falling for this guy. Lol not even sure what I want but this feels oddly right.
Hmm, still too early to say though.
Oh wells let's just hope things turn out fine and nobody gets their heart broken.

XOXO

2011-12-19T19:35:00.001+08:00

This.

I need this.

2011-12-19T19:29:00.000+08:00

Whaddup.

Idk what I'm doing with my life now.
I guess I'm just being a teen.
Experimenting, because I can.
So everyone out there who's judging me and my decisions,
Screw you.
Right or wrong,
it's my life not yours.

Bitch please,
I know what I'm doing
and I know my limits too.

Lol.
Angst.

2010-12-15T21:52:00.003+08:00

Hi felt like posting and like relieving stress hahao
So the toilet is clogged again I need a plumber
Bored now gonna have Seoul Garden tmr mmmmmm .
Eat my heart out mannnnnnn lol

This blog is filled with so many things really
I read my archives over and over , can't believe how much i've changed
Plus 2011 is coming still unsure of my future school
So nervous for my results and it's worse cos I know I didn't give my all I didn't wok as hard as I should have
But what's done is done pray for the best

So sad for zac and Vanessa
and scarlet and Ryan too sigh depressed
they look so good together yknow
sigh

I wanna be a princess like I wanna marry Prince Harry hahaha but he's not my type
I wanna wear tiara sia serious like my dream or smth lol
Real one Kay not fake one

Okay hmmm what else to talk about
Borrriiiinnnggggggg ~~~~

Bye mwax

2010-12-13T00:01:00.002+08:00

Hi I'm in front of the tv now but not really watching it cos it's soccer boring .
My post o's have been great lol .
Queensway for Fatins shoes
Town for no reason
Prom haha prom what a night
Short trip to Pulai Spring for endless swimming and spa
Snow city and science centre
Night safari two days in a row
Watched Rapunzel twice
Netball chalet luv my team Sentosa with them tomorrow heh
Fatin waking me up every morning when she jumps on my bed and screams at me to bathe
Sending and fetching her to and from MJ after soccer training
Having time to myself which I really like
Daily dose of Jon and Kate plus 8 my idols haha
Date with Iffa luv u girl wanna date you more
Breakfast with Nicole on Wedz before she flies flies flies
Haha can't remember what I've been doing too caught up with stuff
Still needa date Nurul Nat and Bel !!!
And My pretty girls left me or Bali and KL come back soon please miss you guys
Okay bb's going to soccer camp tomorrow miss me Kay mwax
Nvm at least I have the waffle maker to keep me company haha thanks bb thanks I owe u mwax
Nicole's leaving on Wed for like so long );
why everyone leave me ):
Bel leaving on Wed
Iffa leaving next week sigh
hahaha can't wait for Christmas at Sunway wanna go ice skate heh
Need more cash cash lol where my money go so sad
Okay enjoy the rest of 2010 before it ends it's been a crazy year hahahaha
Okay nightzzzz (:
Mwax !

2010-10-14T00:49:00.002+08:00

Hi
I have half an emath Vector question left but I'm too lazy to finish it .
Waiting for kakak to finish pasting stickers on her helmet so I can get my sleep .

My week has been okay .
Unproductive yet productive .
Guess I'm going at my own pace idk if it's too slow but whatever I'll make it I hope .
Hmm . 11 more days I can't wait no shit

Tomorrow will be another unproductive yet productive day I hope .
Since I'm maidless right now and I can't leave the house , Fatin you'll keep me company right haha
Of coz you will who else will travel all the way here to make fun of me when I'm half asleep huh huh huh

So I graduated and I'm more than happy to graduate .
Didn't cry just teared a lot especially when Frin had to demo me playing netball sigh good times
What I would do to play again sigh
Isya = heartless haha
I'm too excited to move on with life I think .
It's not a bad thing is it .
But I'm not that heartless sia I cried today haha .
Can't wait for o's to be over and a's to be over and to get a scholarship and fly off to US right Iffa with our kitties yay .

Yeah I guess that's all I have to say for now and for the next month .
Haha sorry guys I'm not a big blogger / Twitter / facebook fan haha .

Okay bye everyone today is the 14th of October no one will read this till hmmmmm December ha wanna bet
I love my blog I love my archives .

I miss my friends .
I miss my team .
I miss my maid .

I want to drive
I have gold teeth
I like my new shampoo
I'm freezing
I haven't updated my iPod in months
I ate ljs and kfc today
I need to lose weight ):
I wanna get my prom dress now
I wanna go for prom now
I need to do well for Os
I need to prove my parents wrong pfft
I need motivation
I need my teaaaaammmmmm

Nightzzzzz (;

2010-09-26T19:33:00.009+08:00

WE COULD BE LEGEND.

Love,

2010-09-26T19:11:00.004+08:00

Look at my pretty girls aaaawwwwww .

Hehe had a blast yesterday .

Haven't been here in a long time .

Don't wanna be here also siaaaaa this blog so lame got so many lame things haha

Olevels in less than a month can you believe it ?

Okay back to studying

Bye guys .

If you're still reading this haha .

Can't wait for 12th November omg .

I feel like swimming .

Mwah .

2010-05-13T20:13:00.000+08:00

STUPID

HEAD

STOP

READING

ARCHIVES

HAHAHAHA

2010-04-17T17:28:00.002+08:00

Hi !

Today's a stay at home day .
Everyday's gonna a be stay at home day till Mid Year ends .

Watching Justin Bieber now on Youtube haha
He's so not hot please .

Watched 90210 .
Attempted to watch Gossip Girl but it refused to load .
So I camwhored using the webcam .
But deleted everything .
Haha .

I AM ZO BOREDZ I SHOULD BE AT FAUSTINA'S PARTY NOW
BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO . . . .

Sigh .

Okay I love Beyonce oh yeahhhhh so hot .

Okay byebye

2010-04-13T22:51:00.002+08:00

Today is an emotional day .

And to you who can't read my blog ,
G . A . D
If you weren't so big and tall , I would have freaking punched you by now .

Leave me alone ,
Leave my friends alone ,
Leave my family alone .

What goes around , comes around ?
Stop it with your revenge .
Stop acting like you're a freaking angel in front of your friends , who btw should stop judging me when they don't know my side of the story .
Stop controlling my life .
Stop being so damn annoying .

Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh I am going crazy I swearrrrrr

I need kiwi .

Goodnight .

To you.

2010-04-10T22:35:00.002+08:00

You should have told me .
I would do anything for you .
But you chose not to .
I don't know why .
Even if things are screwed up now ,
I'll make sure you're happy again .
Please trust me .
And what I'm doing .

2010-04-06T22:54:00.003+08:00

Hi hi hi hello haha .

I love posting at night sigh so fun .

I am listening to Miranda Cosgrove haha .
I love her sia .
Especially in Drake and Josh .

Okay today was such a waste of time .
Like in school ?
SS , me and SR so miserable as always .
English was okay , haha 4/9's too cool for school ah , we spammed the forum thingy aha .
Malay so fun , me and Anisa had a great time .
Geog ugh
Amaths free p .

See , might as well don't come right .

Studied with Annabel at Subway Parkway hahahahaha rhymes .
Oh yeah so productive .

SORRY NICOLE HAHAHAHAHA LOVE YOU FOREVER SORRY KAY DITCH YOU FOR THE MILLIONTH TIME .
YOU LA SO LAME END SO LATE SIA .
HAHA OKAY MEET YOU SOON KAY PLEAAAAASE LUV U HEHEHE

Okay that's all .

I can't remember what I did yesterday .
Oh except that Dee is so weird when she is cold hahahaha good times , good times .
Ohhhhh !
Then training and I treated Ms Lee to like 70 cents haha .
I think I'm so nice to the sec ones .
Hahahaha .

I miss my pretty girls sorry missed out on gym lolzxzxz .

Aaahhhhh Blair sounds so hot when she's singing hahaha .

I haven't eaten kiwi in such a long time so sad omg .
Syirah's knees feels like kiwi skin hahahahah .

Okay bye byeeeeeeeeee !!

LOVE YOU ALL (:

2010-04-05T00:04:00.002+08:00

Hi .

This is one of the very few times that the Internet is still switched on at this time .
So I shall take advantage of it , and surf the net till My Ipod dies , of till I fall asleep .
Haha .

I'm listening to Who I Am now .
Loving Nick's voice .
Frin , I can imagine you singing this haha .

My "long weekend" was alright .
I'd say it was quite productive .

I finihed about 70% of The overdue homework .
Didn't actually study sigh .

Okay listening to Hatin' On the Club now .
Good times good times .

Today I took a cab home alone .
ALONE .
Yes , if you know me well ,
I am not fond of cab drivers who might just drive me off somewhere and rape me then leave me alone and naked in the woods .
But I think I got used to taking cabs nowadays so yeah .
Brave ger .

Today , I learnt that distilled water has a pH value of 5 and not 7 .

Today , I satisfied my peanut butter mnms craving .

Today , I broke my anti fast food diet .
Haha Or maybe not cos Yi Yun said Pizza is a slow fast food .
Oh yeahhhhhhh .
6 days and counting .

Today , I made 2 wishes , both at 11:11 .

Today , the annoying orange and Dr Tran made me laugh .

No gym tomorrow , training instead .
Kindof miss not doing anything during training .
It's like my quiet time .
Haha .

Let's all go swim on Thursday .

Okay , I guess that's all .

I am not looking forward to school sighzxzxzxz .

Neither am I looking forward to Wednesday .
School , Maths IR , tuition .
What a long day .
SighxxzxZxzxzxzx .

Oh oh oh Baby is playing oh yeahhhhhhhh .
I can hear Dee rapping now haha .

I am so not sleepy this is so weird .
I am going to fall asleep during IR tomorrow for sure .

" You have a way of moving me ,
A force of nature , your energy
It comes naturally
And it takes my breath away ,
What you do so naturally "

Let's invite more readers to my blog yay !

Goodnight (:

2010-04-03T16:29:00.002+08:00

Hi .

Today is laze at home day .
I like .
Madrasah in the morning haha .
Good way to start a day even though you're all sleepy and cranky .
Right Fai ?
Miss Ridzuan and Nidiaaaaaaaaaaa !!

So yeah ,
IR starts next week .
Quite excited somehow ,
I feel so old
Like we used to see the seniors having IR
And now it's our turn !
Fun riiiiiggghhhtttt haha

I am sleepy
I need to complain / whine to Shu Rui .

Today ,
I learnt not to be so calculative and not to expect anything in return ,
Because expectations easily turn to disappointment .

I think Selena Gomez is really pretty .
Jessica Alba is so hot , pregnant .

Iffa , your letter didn't come !
):
Like last month's ?
The very basi one don't have leiiiiiiiiiii .
Yesterday's also don't have !!
Haha .

Anyone training on Monday ?
I wanna go gym gym gym .
Oh yeaaaahhhh .

Rena I miss youuuuuuuuuuu
Update update !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAUFIQ I KNOW YOU CANT SEE THIS BUT ITS OKAY
HAHAHAHAAHSH HAPPY 18TH !

I don't ever wanna turn 18 eeeee so old .
But can drive haha .

Okay that's all .
Byebye .

2010-03-24T21:43:00.002+08:00

Hi .
Having an iPod is really distracting .
I am so not in a study mood .
Sorry Dee , no more good ger .
Haha .

Sigh I am depressed .
I haven't cried in a long time ,
And I'm so proud of myself .

Third day of school and I'm already pretty drained .
9 weeks , 2 days to go .

Can't wait for Friday though .
Bowling with Zenith ,
teammates that'll cheer you up no matter what .
Love you guys heh .

I want another Ice Cream Chefs date with you .

Okay goodnight everyone , and hello Physics .

2010-03-14T17:14:00.018+08:00

What I need :

Greener grass

Longer hair

A kiss

An owl ring

The truth

More shades

Cereal

Bora Bora Island

Peace

An outdoor room

An indoor pool

Oh yeah .

2010-03-12T23:38:00.002+08:00

Hello

I realised photos that I post can't be seen .

So sad sigh .

I don't like this week .

Too much drama .

Can't wait for March holidays !

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY MUSLIHAH MUJTABA !

LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER !

Byebye .

2009-12-25T21:41:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiii

I'm so bored

I'm home alone on Christmas !!!

HOW LAME IS THAT AHHHHHHHHHHH

Yes , mummy papa and raiyan went to my cousin's wedding

Which has like all the spore soccer guys like baihakki and khairul amri

BUTTTTTTTTTTT , kids are not invited . . .

Raiyan adult already what .

Lol and kakak dont know disappear where .

Sigh

Watched Fired Up on dvd but it cocked up half way

Watched gossip girl season one which i havent finished hahaha

but youku is lagging .

So now I'm watching Rin on the Rox

lol they're like damn cool and pretty ah

Okay so updatessssssssss .

KL and Port Dickson was boring .

Like always .

Swam like everyday , now my hair is rough pfffft .

Bought some stuff .

Learnt new things

Like how cool their car plates are !

Like MAK and PEN and WTH and WTF .

lololol .

Cotton On is like more ex there la .

Oh and the minah and mat malaysia now can dress better

Haha .

So I was in like a good mood the whole time there

Except breakfast

Cos only me papa and mummy went

Kakak and Raiyan slept in like every morning

Love the food okay .

But they kept on making me serve them la !

Think I who sia , waitress ah ?

-______-

Lol .

Played table tennis .

I totally improved .

Played pool .

I still suck .

Yup cant remember what I did there man .

Haha .

Okay camp was fine .

And I'm like not training forever .

Which is like so pathetic .

Wasted like 4 and a half years of training .

Sighhhhhhhhhhh .

Umpired like a few times

Haha improved la but still very bad .

Love the team .

And Ms Ng .

Yesterday was the last time we're seeing her .

So saddddddddd .

OMG ITS SO LATE ALREADYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

SO ANNOYING LA WHY ISNT ANYONE BACK YET !

pfffft

oh oh oh !

I'm catching Singapore Idol on Sunday !

Yay Mummy got us tickets

She got them from Rahimah Rahim's adik sia cool right

Haha .

I havent eaten my dinner yetttt .

Shall eat bread with nutella and peanut butter

My fave (:

I havent finished my hwk yetttttt .

Howwwww . . . .

Anyone not doing English ?

And Lit ?

Geog ?

Lol .

Okay bye !

Everyone's home !!

(: (: (:

BYEBYE LUVV U ALL !

2009-12-08T23:55:00.001+08:00

Hiiiii
Posting from Po (iPod)
Lol

I'm damn bored omg .
Looked at annabella's egypt pics so jealous sighhhhhh .
Might go bandung on the 16th but kakak don't wanna go cos it's her birthday and all .
Pfffftttt so selfish .

Oh oh sezairi is innnnnnnn !
Woooooo omg so exciting haha .
Me and kakak were like jumping like mad ah .
I was shivering like wth .
LOL . Funnnnnn .
But I wish tabitha got in instead of sylvia .
Haha .

Spent the day at Marissa's .
Then watched raiyan and his friends play at the playground .
Haha they so cute .

Monday , watched New Moon at Lido .
The theatre is like daaaaammmnnn big first time there so cool ah .
Ate macs in the theatre haha .
I love shaker fries .

Walked around , saw Malaque she so pretty haha .
She opened the door for me . Hahaha .

Okay that's all .
Tomorrow is stay home day !!
Shall do my hwk .
I did one amath question today .
Not even one .
1(i) only . Sigggghhhhh .

Aaaahhh I just touched my face when it's covered with oxy 10 . ):

I don't know how to post pics here .
Lol .

Okay byeeeeeee !
My elbow tired ah .
Haha mwa ! (:

2009-11-23T23:04:00.002+08:00

Hello .

I cant post on LJ so annoying .

I think I pressed something and now I can only type at the HTML part .

Lol itchy fingers sia .

And I dont know why my MSN nick keeps changing to Nur Yaisyah every time I sign in .

Pffffftttttt .

Okay okay ,

Raiyan wants to name his kids Rian and Riana !!

So its like Rian Bin Raiyan

and Riana Bte Raiyan .

Haha so funny he told us that day while eating BK so random .

Yup that was all i wanted to post actually .

Haha .

So holidays are holidays .

The only people I often see are my family , the netballers and Marissa .

Babesssssssss , when we meeting again ?

Lets go makan malam one day , and makan siang and makan pagi also .

And go lepakzzzzz .

Nicoleeeeeeeeeeee ,

hehhee sorry i keep on cancelling again .

Why do you keep on going holiday while I'm stuck in Singapore .

Okay so I'm at asknlearn now .

Omg so many things to do .

And i havent started on any of the other worksheets that were given .

Someone study with me cos I won't get anything done at home .

Omg my blog is so the boring .

With the boring skin .

lol .

Havent caught up with GG and 90210 cos youku is like so lousy now .

Frin how you watch you havent tell meeeeeeeee .

Oh and I'm stressing out over the sec four farewell .

Lol think i'm the only one stressing out ah .

Haha so kental .

But seriously shab why must you put me in charge of the gifts !!

I scared cannot get everything in time sighhhhh .

But still cant wait for the chalet which I havent paid for .

I needa shopppppp .

But I keep on spending money on food , like lots of it .

So sad .

NVM shall wait for year end sales when everything is at discount prices .

Wooooooo .

Oh no I missed teen cribs today .

Why don't have the celeb teen cribs i wanna watch .

Got Ryan Shecklerrrrrrrrrrrr .

How to spell his name haha .

But he is so hottt and younggggg and taleneted .

Lol .

Haha i looked at Faustina's facebook at she talked in indo so cooool

Omg never knew she could do that haha .

And Aique the Nayat poster so long ago .

Like two weeks ago already hahahaaa .

But I freaked out also ah when I saw the flyer .

Lol .

Training tomorrow .

Another day of sitting and watching and reading GG and keeping the key and picking balls and laughing at Su when she has diarrheoa and massaging Sam's back and being Ms Lee's helper .

I refill her bottle without her asking okay ,

I just take and go hehehe pro already can read her mind .

Haha but I don't mind doing all that actually haha .

And I thought Marissa more malay today

and Rena she sounds like you !

Haha so fun .

Kakak is teaching English to these two Indonesian girls .

But she got fired today cos the mother wanted a male teacher .

Eeeeeeee i wouldnt want to have a male tutor so gross .

Oh and kakak puts this pillow to seperate our beds ,

and she calls it Barrier Of Doom .

Oh i love 16 and pregnant even though I only watched one episode .

Its so funny , and the guys always suck .

Liek they dont wanna take responsibility and all .

Pfffft then go and make the girl pregnant for what so dumb .

Oh I love the macarons at Bakerzin so nice .

I feel like I've so many things to say but I'm blanking out now boooooooooo .

Okay shall go play poker on FB now with Nurul Natasha now who is like 10 times richer than me .

Oh or maybe I should play Runescape with Marissa .

Haha my username is isyalovezahe and my password is iamlesbian .

wth marissa made it for me and my avatar looks weird .

She's wearing a green necklace though so stylish .

Haha .

I'm at level 13 now i think and she's at level 98 .

-____________-

And I'm so lousy at it haha .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MRS TANG !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL !

Okay

I LOVE EVERYONE !

BYEEEEEEEE !

2009-08-15T10:34:00.011+08:00

Too lazy to go tuition today .

Can't wait to go nenek's later !

Fasting month is in a week .

Oh mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn .

There's madrasah sports day today .

Hahaha .

Raiyan's taking part .

Me and kakak sleeping at home .

Lol .

He so semangat .

So this weeeeeeeeeeeek -

Monday ,

Baby .

Swim .

Fish and Co. Express .

Bugis ?

Forgot .

Lol .

Tuesday ,

Training .

2.4 in 12.42 .

Not below 12.30 sighhhhhhhhhhhh .

Chaos .

No Ms Lee , No shab .

Wednesday ,

Nicole .

KFC .

Stealing .

Danial sucks .

Thursday .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AQIDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !

Fitness .

2.8 in 14.10 .

Lame sighhhhhhhhhhhh .

Less chaos .

Ngaji .

Cannot start on Quran cos got period sighhhhhhhhhhh .

Friday .

SR finally came .

Netball during recess .

Hugged Frin .

BBQ .

Marshmallows .

Swim .

Nurul Natasha so funny .

Okay .

Byebye .

Haha .

Pictures so huge .

And they've nothing to do with this week .

Some la .

Whatever .

Lol .

Byebye .

2009-07-03T23:54:00.002+08:00

Hi .

This week was so painful .

Except for Wednesday .

And maybe Thursday .

Why did it have to be my birthday week .

So stupid .

I'm not in such a good mood so yeah .

Bear with me , at least I'm posting .

Pictures from the party will be up soon ,

the next time i'm online ,

which will be next week .

Sorry Fai .

The best part of this week :

Karaoke with Frin Fai Lili and Syirah .

Thanks Lili and Syirah for the treat .

Love you guyssss .

My nose is freaking blocked .

I can't breathe .

My head hurts when I blink .

Nobody wanted to bring me to the doctor when they said they would .

I still haven't eaten my birthday cake .

Which has kiwi on it .

I realise there's so many things in this world that I hate .

But there's nobody to share it with .

Its so weird .

Its such a bad time to watch gossip girl .

I'm at season 2 , episode 8 ,

with all the Chuck+Blair's confusing and frustrating love life .

They make me cry .

Anyway ,

Happy Birthday Frinnnnnnn .

Love you always and forever bi .

Mwaaaaaaaaaaaa

I am so cranky now ,

I can't stand myself .

OMG .

Bye .

2009-06-15T22:08:00.002+08:00

MARISSA TANG LIYAN ,

This is for you .

I miss you .

I will try to get you something nice from Bali .

I miss you .

I will try to text you at least 5 times a day .

I miss you .

I will try not to cry when I'm there .

I miss you .

I will try not to get paranoid .

I miss you .

I will try not to wear until so sexy , but i will still not wear tudung and gloves , sorry !

I miss you .

I love you !

Yay .

Hope you're happy happy happy .

Miss you ,

Love you .

ByeBye .

2009-06-13T22:02:00.003+08:00

Hi .
Havent posted in quite a while .

Cousins are here ,
all watching soccer .

This week went by fast .
Really fast .
No time to write about what happened .

Cycle .
Swim .
Badminton .
Netball .
Town .
Swee Lee .
Movie .
90210 .
CIP .
Tuition .

I need to catch up with my girls .
I miss school .

Iffa Khalissa Bte Ishak ,
Where is my letterrrrrrrrrrr ?
):

Diyanah Farizah Bte Abdul Aziz ,
I broke one of your phone's keypad again .
I will replace it with a new one sorryyyyyyyyyy .
):

Nur Faizah Bte Abdan ,
Dont leaveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
Don't leave now .
Don't leave in December .
I miss Teens Alive !
):

Siti Nurfarahin Bte Abdul Razak ,
Are you back yetttt ?
Its so weird training without youuuu .
I need you !

Nuraqida Bte Elias ,
Where are youuuu ?
Haven't talked to you in forever .
AAAAAAAAAAAAH .
):

BALI -
16TH TO 20TH .
Miss me .

Bye .

2009-05-27T22:10:00.002+08:00

Okay Hi .
I'm eating kiwi .
I really really like kiwi .
I can eat kiwi everyday .
I can eat kiwi all my life .
I really really like to eat kiwiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii .

Results are lame this term .
Deproved by like so much .
Deproved EVERYTHING .
Oh except for Malay !
(:

Emaths - 68.3 B3
Malay - 65.1 B3
Amaths - 65 B3
Chem - 65 B3
Lit/SS - 68/62 = 65 B3
English - 62.4 B4
Geog - 52 C6
Physics - 45 D7

Omg no As this term .
Can't believe it .
Sucks sucks sucks sucks .
Time to buck up people .

Stupid physicsssssssssssssssssssss .
PFFT
No regrets though .
Still better than Bio .
Haaa .

Okay .
Boring la .
Sleepy la .

Cant wait for Friday .
Yessaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY INSYIRAH !
Love you to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx .
Must teach me how to bake one day kay babe .
Love you Faridudinsyirahman !
(((:

Okay bye .

2009-05-23T22:47:00.002+08:00

Hi Hi Hi .

Today was like so boring .
Stayed home the whole day ,
and was alone like 3/4 of the time .
-____-

Played badminton with the family for a while ,
Ended up playing for less than 5 minutes
cos no one wants to play with me .
Pfft .

Had KFC for dinner at home .
And I got angry cos Mummy and Papa didn't want to let me eat anything else but chicken .
Pfffffttt .

Results -
Disappointed with Amaths .
Very very disappointed .
English was stupid .
I didn't know we had to write 15 points for summary .
Happy with my Malay though .
Improved by like 3 grades .
Lol .

Training was training .
Selections are on Tuesday .
SIGH .
But somehow ,
I won't be that sad if I don't get in .
Lol .

And Kris wonnnnnnnnnnnnnnn !
Skipped half of school that day .
Supposed to have breakfast at Macs ,
but I wanted to sleep .
Lol .
So I ended up watching AI like 4 times .
Kara is so hot yay .
And that bikini girl has FAKE BOOBS MARISSA .
DUH .
Haha .

Rio Tinto wasn't that bad .
Compared answers with SR during the paper
and we didn't have many different answers .
Lol .
Maybe I can get High Distinction eh Aqida .
Hahaa .

I miss bus rides with Frin and Aqida and Fai .
)))))))))))))))))):

Oh ,
Today I made Raiyan and Papa try on lipbalm .
Hahaa .
Raiyan liked it .
But Papa don't want to try .
Haha .

Watched Night at The Museum 2 after training yesterday .
The movie was fine ,
but i preferred the first one .
My right eye was so uncomfortable ,
so I didn't really watch properly .
I thought I had sore eyes gosh .
-____-

Watched Twilight and Slumdog Millionare today .
Yes , abit slow .
Lol .
Twilight was too short .
And Slumdog Millionare was so awesome I likeee .

Holidays are cominggggggggggggggggggggggg .
Holidays = Sleepovers !
Yay .
(:

Oh but sadly ,
Trip to Bali cancelled .
So lame .
Stupid Swine flu .
-___-

Okay ,
Boring .

Bye Bye Bye .

2009-05-19T23:12:00.002+08:00

L
o
n
e
l
y

I hate projects .
I hate projects .
I hate projects .
I hate school .

Bye .

2009-05-17T16:46:00.005+08:00

1st April :

2009-05-17T16:30:00.003+08:00

FRIDAY :

2009-05-17T15:43:00.002+08:00

Hi .

Whole family watching the American Idol marathon .
Omg I'm sleeeepy .

Had madrasah just now .
Very fun I like .
Except for the detention part .
I had to write
' I yaisyah promise not to be late again and attend class at 8 punctually '
A hundred times okay .
But nvm .
I like my classmates cos they're really really really funny .
(:

Miley Cyrus singing now on AI .
So not nice .

Okay .
Went to the zoo with the family yesterday .
So funnnnnn !
Can't wait to go again .
But I really wanto go night safari .
):
Lol .
Got a lot of blonds there ,
and a few annoying couples .
Hahaaa .
Pictures up soon .
Lol .

Friday ,
Elearning day ,
Out with Marissa .
I forgot where we went omg .
Hahaaaaaaaa .

Oh !
We went to watch The Uninvited .
Omg regret watching that show .
So creepy .
Will never watch a horror movie in the cinema again ,
especially with Marissa .
-_____-
Lol .
Then to Tampines One to go get my hamster cage and bath !
Like finally .
Its pink .
But I don't think they like it ,
cos they refuse to run on the wheel .
Lame hamsters .
And I didn't get to go Simpang Bedok .
):
My plans always dont happen one ah Marissa ?
You suck .
Hahahahahaa .

Yay .
Can't wait for school tomorrow .
Feels like forever since I've seen my friends .
Lol .
And getting malay paper tomorrow .
Just hopping for a pass .
A better pass than last term's .
Haha .

This is getting boring .
I'm waiting for the pictures to upload .

Byebye .

2009-05-14T23:27:00.002+08:00

Hi .

Had a fight with Raiyan today .
Because of mangos .
I won .
Because I squished a piece of mango into his face .
Yay .

Training was fun but tiring .
My arms are aching real badly .
I made a new sec one friend .
She's nice , but she talks too much .
And she's my height , but she's stronger than I am .
-_______-

I'm so annoyed at how two-faced a person can get .
Damn .

Elearning tomorrow .
Not really looking forward to it .

Danny Gokey shouldn't be out .
Adam sucks cos all he does is scream .
Kris is really cute .

I'm getting hungry .
And a little moody .

Frinnnnnnnnnn .
Faiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii .
Qidaaaaaaaaaa .
Deeeeeeeeeeee .
Miss you , wanna kiss you .

Bye -

2009-05-13T23:40:00.006+08:00

Hi .

Pictures are from today .

Except for the first one .

That is my plaster , that I've kept for 3 or 4 years plus .

And refused to give it to anyone .

But in the end ,

I had to let it go .

And it went to Marissa's bleeding leg .

And now , it's on her guitar !

Lol .

Okay today was fun .

Walked about a whole lot .

Saw Faustina and Victoria Wah ,

and Rachel , Natasha and Victoria .

And Nicole ,

I saw Mahaaaaaaaaaa !

Haha .

And Marissa stole again ,

-______-

Okay ,

I'm getting sleepy .

Training tomorrow .

Can't wait for next week .

Back to school , and checking of scripts .

BYE -

2009-05-08T22:03:00.002+08:00

Hi .

One last paper on Tuesday .
All the papers were fine ,
except Amaths and Physics and Malay .

Trainings start next week ,
and not looking forward to it .

I still want my satay .
):

Bye .

2009-05-03T21:49:00.003+08:00

Awwww .

I REALLY MISS MY LONG HAIR .

AND 2008 .

Okay bye -

2009-05-02T14:11:00.003+08:00

Hi .

Went to cousin's house yesterday .
Had a barbeque , played with waterguns and watched a horror movie .
-___-
Covered my eyes like half the time .

And my cousins suck cos noone wants to challenge me to Fifa
cos they think I'm lousy and waste of time and they can win me with their eyes closed .
But I'M NOT LOUSYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY .
Pfft .

I haven't been studying .
Gosh .
I'm delaying everything .
-__-

Went to Marina today to celebrate Raiyan's birthday .
Spent forever at Toys R us .
Dinner .
Then to Marina Barrage to walk around .
Then home .

Not sure what I want right now .
All I know is that I need time .

BYE .

2009-04-28T22:15:00.002+08:00

28th April 2008 :

28th April 2009 :

BYE -

2009-04-26T17:09:00.002+08:00

Hi .

Pictures are from Saturday .
I like the first picture .
(:

Went for Bahas .
Our school didn't make it through but it's okay .
They did well , and I'm so proud of Muslihah Mujtaba .
I love you .
(:

ETP after that .
Wanted to sell the tickets to strangers but we didn't dare to .
So we ended up going in and spending less then an hour inside .
And we only went into the Haunted House and Wet and Wild .
Haha .
Frin , Marissa finally brave enough to go Haunted House !
Hahaaa .

Friday studied with Rachel , Shermaine , Vic , Tessa , Shu Rui .
Siti was supposed to come but she betrayed us again .
-__-
Ended up studying for about an hour or more ,
Marissa joined us and Shuruis left .
then to Vic's house to play board games ,
then to her playground to talk .
Then to parkway with rachel to have icecream while waiting for my dad .
Rachel , i love you and your bitchy moments .
(:

Thursday ,
spent the afternoon with Annabel , Maryanne , Rachel and Shemaine .
Talking about OBS and ghost stories .
-___-

Wednesday ,
watched 17 again with my baby .
Wasn't as good as i expected but ZAC EFRON IS SO CUTE .
Marissa tried covering my eyes everytime he appeared on the screen .
Haha .
English paper was fine .
Don't think i can score that well though .

Tuesday and Monday ?
Can't remember .

I love Nachos .
So nice .

And to Nicole ,
Stay strong okay love .
I'm sure its fine .
I'll see you tomorrow .
I love you babe .
And sorry about today .
):
LOVE YOU FOREVER .

This is Marissa's nightmare of me -

Your the eye of the worst tornado. says:
u were being such a asss!!
i dream also wanna gaint
faint
so exesperated

The Dream - says:
what i dp ?
do *

Your the eye of the worst tornado. says:
i talk to u
then u never reply me
i talk to u nicer
then u ignore me
I SHOUT SOOO LOUD IN UR FACE
u laugh

The Dream - says:
hahahahahahaa .
then then ?

Your the eye of the worst tornado. says:
then i angry

Yup .
What a dream .
Haha .

This is a boring post .

Okay time to bathe and get started on SS .

Bye -

2009-04-26T17:07:00.001+08:00

2009-04-26T17:01:00.001+08:00

2009-04-19T21:52:00.002+08:00

Hi .

Kakak's beside me painting a monster on the wall .
Kakak , Raiyan and I have our own monsters to draw and paint .
(:
Haha .
Raiyan wants to draw pokemon and i want to kill him .

Today was rather quiet .
And boring .
No madrasah .

Spent the morning watching tv and studying .
Spent the afternoon over at nenek's .
Ate pizza and drank cocktail .
Spent the evening challenging my aunt and uncle Scrambler .
Which i won twice , and lost thrice .
They're teachers okay , so I'm pretty good .
Haha .
Spent the night doing chem , and giving up halfway .
And now I'm here .

Okay boring day .
S Factor now .
Bye -

2009-04-19T20:39:00.005+08:00

To
Give
In

Give

2009-04-18T22:37:00.002+08:00

Hello .

Tuition in the morning ,
then Bahas after that .

TKGS made it through to the next round ,
and we're up against VS .
And the topic's about some metroxual thing .
Hah .

I really don't like today .
Wish I could start over .
Or maybe not .

Going online makes me depressed .

I hate hate hate hate hate 2009 .
I want to go back to 2008 .

Told you there's no more Happy 17th / 18th .

Bye -

2009-04-17T21:08:00.002+08:00

Hi .

Haven't gone online the whole week .
And I've been doing most of my homework .
Even for english .
(:

Parents are watching Kids Choice Award .
Haha .
And I'm so proud of my momma for running the J.P Morgan marathon thing .
Its only like 5.6km , but she's like so not running material , so its so coooool .
Haha .

This week was slowwwwwwwww .
Too slow .
Too much drama
and unhappiness
and conflicts
and misunderstandings
and dissapointment .
Just too much for me too handle .
Yup .

Happiest moment : Assembly on Thursday .
Haha .

I realise my life is so boring compared to Lili's !
OMG .
That girl has 100000000000 stories to share .
Hahahaha .
All the best for Bahas tomorrow bebeh !
(:

Yesssssaaaaaaaa .
Tuition with my two babies again tomorrow .
Hehe .

I really want to watch 17 Again .
Like now .
Now Now Now .
):
NVM .
Shall watch HSM 3 again later .
Lol .

No training for three weeks
=
Lots more time for baby , friends and mugging .

Can't wait for midyears .
Get it over and done with .
And I really want to do well .

Today sucks cos my contact lenses suck .
And my eye still hurts !
-__-

I'm bored .
Don't even know why I'm online .
SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .

I am too easily affected by things .
I need to stop .

No more Happy 17th or 18th .

Bye -

2009-04-13T22:17:00.001+08:00

So against Girl Code .

Pfft .

2009-04-11T22:46:00.003+08:00

Kakak took this picture .

THEY'RE KISSING !

SO CUTE RIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT .

oh oh .
I CUT MY HAIR !
Like really really really short .
Like cannot tie .
Haha .

Anyway ,
My hamsters went missing last night .
At like 2 am , when i got home .
Looked for them for so long .
But couldn't find them .
-___-
Till today ,
Kakak found one in mummy's room and the other in the store room .
Haha .
Cuties .

Tuition with my baby and my baby boy ( FRIN ! ) yesterday .
I love having tuition with them .
Lol .
Bugis afterwards .
Met Rachel and her classmates .
Ate at MFM at Iluma .
The escalator there so looooooooooooooooooong .
So exciting .
Johore after that with family .
Omg stuck in the traffic jam for like 3 hours plus la .
-___-
I really dont like Malaysia .
The traffic light wasn't working and there wasn't any traffic police .
PFFTTTTTTT .
So annoying .
And the people there have no manners .

Well anyway ,
Sultan Mosque today for the Bahas thing today .
So happy for Lili and the rest .
2nd round next week against Cedar .
Lol .

Dinner ,
then home .

I love my babies .
My hamster babies .
(:

BYE .

2009-04-09T22:04:00.003+08:00

Hi .

Haven't posted properly for quite a long time .
I don't know where to start .

I HAVE BABIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !
Baby hamsterssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss !
They're kindof annoying right now .
Like hyperactive .
But still as cute as ever .
They're still nameless btw .
(And not BIM & BO . Or UPIN , IPIN , TPAIN . )
Lol .

Parents aren't letting me keep them .
And i cried cos i was so sad .
):
And guess what they gave me .
Ice cream and waffles !
Haha .

And to everyone who thinks Kitty will eat up my babies ,
She didn't .
SHE KISSED MY BABIES OKAY .

Training today was fun .
My arms were dying but it was still fun .
I look forward to training nowadays .
Hah .

Sports Day was okay .
I enjoyed last year's better though .
And I'm so proud of my baby who finally overcame her fear .
So i treated her to 2 piece chiken meal !
Went to Far East after that .
And she got her Ipod .
Pretty much just walked around the whole day ,
then our legs got really tired by 5 .
And we ended up sitting at Borders , reading a book about Zac Efron .
Lol .

Mommy gave me fifty for my results .
And I spent it on my baby's first pair of Nike shoes .
Haha .
Then I spent another twenty on my other babies .
And i have zero left .
I need to save up for class tee man .

I am so not ready for midyears .
Screwed Physics test big time .
It would have been easy if i actually revised for it .
PFFT .
Ms Ngo thought I wanted to strip in class the other day .
-_____-

Oh Oh .
Last week , I was editing my links part .
And i did sooooooo many changes already .
And then suddenly Papa go off the internet .
And everything wasn't saved .
I am so not going to edit my links anymore .

Isya pandai gitu da dapat 5 As untuk exam dia pon kau tak reward dia .
Suruh dia dapat semua A lagi.
Kesian aku tengok Isya, da belajar sungguh sungguh satu abuk pon tak dapat.
Takpe la Isya, later i reward you okay .

Hehehehehhhe .
My kakak wrote that about me and I'm so touched .
Lol .

Translation :
Isya get 5As also you didnt' reward her .
Still ask her get all As .
I pity her , she study so hard , in the end don't get anything .
Nvm Isya , later i reward you okay .

Sorry .
Bad translation .
She talking about mummy btw .
But mummy did reward me la .
So yeah .

I feel like watching a movie now .

No I feel like sleeping .
Goodnight .
(:

BYE .

2009-04-05T15:10:00.002+08:00

Hello .

Pictures after the Nanyang match are on Shaleen's blog .
Lazy to post them up .
Sorry .

I'm watching Myscene now .
So cool .
The last time i watched was like in primary 5 or something .

Anyway ,
today's not going to well .
I'm home alone on a Saturday .
-__-
Thats lame .

I saw myself on tv today .
So cool .
Lol .

I still need ice cream and someone to talk to .
I'm eating honeystars and drinking strawberry flavoured milk .
I guess that will do .

I need Annabel .

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY RACHEL !
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY SHERMAINE !
(:

BYE .

I´d never thought this could ever end
I´d never thought I´d lose my bestfriend
Everything is different now
Can we stop the world from turning

I´d never thought I´d have to let you go
I´d never thought I´d ever feel this low
I wish I could go back
And we stop the world from turning

2009-04-04T19:15:00.004+08:00

I am so shit pissed today .
I shall go post on my LJ .
Private posts are the best .

I finally cursed and sweared today .
I don't think I've ever been so angry .

I am unreasonable .
I am childish .
I am dumb .
I am stupid .
I am petty .
I am paranoid .
I am a waste of your time .
I don't learn .
I don't think .
I have a mental problem .

Shut up .
I don't need you to tell me how fucking screwed I am .
Talk to me when you're done insulting me .

You're not giving in ?
I don't give a shit .

I'm bolder .
I'm stronger .
I'll pick myself up .

We're both useless .
And we don't need each other anymore .

Get pissed at fucking small matters .
WHAT FOR RIGHT .

You're no longer you .
I'm no longer me .

So what now ?
Nothing .

Anyone knows what I need right now ?
Ice cream , a long bath and someone to talk to .

BYE .

2009-03-30T21:51:00.002+08:00

Hello .

Today was a depressing day .
For me .
I cried during recess and Chem .
PFFT .
I love my seat .
So easy to SMS in class .
And I love windy days .

I was soooooo sleepy the whole day .
Except for Malay because Fatin gave me so much chocolate .
And she's going to bring me chocolate every lesson !
YAYYYYY
(:
Then Cikgu Zain told us Ghost Stories .
I wanted to cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy .
So scary .
-____-
Then AQIDA AHHHHHH .
So annoying .
Keep on scaring me in class .
-___________________-
Today , a fly kissed Aqida .
HAHA .

I spent two dollars today .
Cool or what .

Match after that .
I had to be the timekeeper .
Made a cool friend though .
Lol .

Ate .

Then home .
My baby don't want to send me to my doorstep .
):
I wanted to cryyyyyyyyyyy again .
Told you I'm damn crybaby nowadays .
Lol .

I have low self esteem now .
And I hate it .
Come on Isya .
Be strong .
Someone make me stronger .

I'm not worthy for you .
Each time i look into your eyes ,
you remind me that you're wasted on me .
I know I can do better .
I know I am not up for this .
I'm not worthy for you .

Remember this love ?

BYE -

2009-03-29T19:20:00.002+08:00

Hello .

Madrasah today was fun .
I laughed a lot .
And won two mentos !

5 of us stole food from the kitchen .
-___-
Hah .
No wait .
Iskandar did the stealing .
The rest of us just ate the biscuits .

Walked to Fai's after that .
It has been about a year since I've last been there .
Ate and bathed and talked and watched Slumdog Millionare .
Marissa came .
Ate more , talked more , guitar , amaths , computer , take pictures .
The room was in such a mess .
But i cleaned it up afterwards !
Like a little bit .
Left about 5 .
And I painted Marissa's tiny toenail .
She didn't allow me to paint anything else , except her toenail .
Lol .

Go lepak with Marissa .
But ended up fighting .
Like wrestling kind of fighting .
Yeap .
Sorry I hit you so hard Baby .
Your body so big but you like sissy .
HAAAAA .
Sorry biiiiiiiiii .
And I ended up crying .
I damn crybaby now .
Everyday also cry .
So sensitive .
-_______-

Anyway ,
I'm doing Geog now .
But i have no textbook .
So I gave up .
And I have have have to finish up my amaths by today .

I suddenly miss OBS .
HAH .
I miss the stars .

I feel like shopping .

Okay .
BYE -

2009-03-27T22:45:00.003+08:00

Hello .

My L1R5 for this term is 12 .
And average is 68.8 .

Expected more .
But its okay .
Will work harder next term then .
(:

AND MY MALAYYYYYYYYY .
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .
SO LOUSY .
-___-

Nothing much today .

I can't wait to see Lili dance tomorrow .
Lol .
I miss Muslihah Mujtaba .

Oh .
Whatever I planned on Wednesday to do on Thursday ,
pretty much didn't stick to my plan .

But but but ,
I didn't sit with ShuRui ( cos she went to the sick bay )
And I talked to Sanga .
Lol .

OHHHHHHHHH .
I JUST WATCHED RADIT AND JANI .
Some indonesian movie that my cousin made me watch .
SO SAD OMG .
I was telling everything to Marissa ,
but she didn't wanto entertain me .
-___-

Fai told me to watch another two Indonesian movies ,
but I'm lazy .
And I want to change my blogskin ,
but I'm lazy .

I want a new phoneeeeeeeeee .
And sorry Dee .
Hold on to your phone a lil bit longer .
SORRRRRY .

Frin and Aqida make my bus rides enjoyable .
And Marissa too of course .

I'm getting sleepy .
Its an hour past my bed time .
But its okay .
Its a Saturday tomorrow !

I miss madrasah .
HAH .

BYE babes .

2009-03-25T21:57:00.002+08:00

I
am
a
bitch .

and

You
have
no
time .

SIGH .

Today ,
I found out the meaning of true friends .
I enjoyed training .
I hated log .
I ate 3 chocolate bars .
My parents kept on nagging .
I wore my OBS shirt for the first time .

Tomorrow ,
I will not sit with Shu Rui during Geog .
I will not be a bitch .
I will pay attention during Physics .
I will not look out the window .
I will be very friendly to my partner .
I will pay more attention during SS .
I will not spend so much money .
I will do my oral well .
I'm going tuition !

BYE .

2009-03-24T21:22:00.002+08:00

Hello .

I'm supposed to be doing heymaths now .
But i don't feel like doing .
I'm supposed to be watching 90210 now .
But I don't feel like watching .
But its okay .
I taped it !
(:

My phone is spoiltttttttttttttt .
It fell out of my wallet and now the screen's just white !
PFFFTT .
): ): ):
I'm using Dee's extra phone now .
Lol .
I love Dee .
My life-saver .

Anyway ,
changed seats in class .
Requested to sit with Shu Rui ,
but obviously , didn't get to .
Blame Mrs Capel or maybe Ms Yvonne Tan .
PFFFT .
I'm sitting by the window and its nice .
Nice to daydream .
Haha .
But so hard to pay attention .
Damn .

My parents don't want to get me a new phone .
Or renew my contract .
They said i have to use my own money .
And i got so pissed .
They're daaaaaaaaaaaaamn biased la please .
Especially Mummy ah .
So annoying .
Spoil my mood .

I don't like KC girls .

HAHA .

BYE ~

2009-03-22T21:57:00.004+08:00

Hi .

I stayed at home today .

Managed to catch Schoolhouse Rocks the Movie for a little while .

It was so dumb .

And they can't sing .

And Inka does not look like Faizah , at all .

Haha .

Played NERF with Kakak .

Woaaah .

Damn tiring okay that thing .

Watched Air Bud .

OMG THE LITTLE GUY SO LOOKS LIKE A 10-YEA-OLD ZAC EFRON !

And he plays basketball toooooo !

Lol .

Then did my emaths .

And Marissa came over , and showed off her new phone .

And we played NERF somemore .

And I cut her hair .

Eh please !

I so did not cut 5 inches okay Marissa Taaaaang !

So mean la you .

Haha .

Crimewatch totally freaks me out .

And I really want to watch 17 again .

YAAAAAAAY .

Can't wait .

Okay BYE !

2009-03-21T23:37:00.002+08:00

THANKS FOR THE PURSE BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII !
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy .

okay .

I'm a happy girl .
I'm a happy girl .
I'm a happy girl .
But ,
I'm a sad girl .

HAHA .
I'm so cool .

Kenduri at my house today ,
because of raiyan's sunat thing .
lol .
He has so much money now .
AND WE HAVE NERF !
Like finally ah .
(:

Cousins are sleeping over today .
Lol .
Good times .

I still havent finish any of my homework .
And school's starting

I have
An English worksheet ,
2 Emaths Papers .
Amaths chapter 4 and 1 .
Amaths heymaths thing .
Higher malay paper .
Geography article .
Physics worksheet .

Hahahahahha
So not going to do any .
Okay maybe just emaths and geog .

Can't wait for school to start .
I miss school .
Lol .

Natasha saw someone that looks like me today .
Except that she has black hair .
hehehehhehehe .
jkjk .

Today i had the worst headaches of all headaches .
Sucky sucky .
I was dying in the bus home .

Today = Small improvement .
(:
Still happy .
I controlled my feelings really well today .
I love my baby cousins .
They keep my mind off everything .
lol .

I really like my monkey .
Its the cutest thing ever .

Alright .
BYEBYE ~

2009-03-20T21:51:00.004+08:00

She's staring at me
I'm sitting wondering what she's thinking
Nobody's talking
Because talking just turns into screaming
And now it's
I'm yelling over her,
she yelling over me
All that that means is neither of us is listening
And what's even worse?
That we don't even remember why we're fighting

So both of us are mad for
Nothing, fighting for
Nothing, crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we won't let it go for
Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
Because I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain
Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me

Oh no no no
And it gets me upset
Girl when you're constantly accusing
Asking questions like you already know
We're fighting this war
Baby when both of us are losing
This ain't the way that love is supposed to go
Whoa, what happened to working it out?
We've fall into this place
Where you ain't backing down and I ain't backing down
So what the hell do we do now?

Oh no no no
Oh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfect
Perfect, perfect, oh oh
And just how good it's gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight
Long as everything's all right between us
Before we go to sleep
Baby, we're gonna be happy

I can't make you happy .

2009-03-20T20:04:00.002+08:00

Waste of money .
Waste of time .
Waste of energy .
But it's all going to be worth it .
Soon enough .

Told you a funny thing ,
but didn't manage to make you smile .
Failure .

Tried to control my emotions and feelings ,
but it got the better of me .
Failure .

Wanted to make things better ,
but it turned out worse .
Failure .

Mr Seah's right .
I'm such a failure .
NO I'M NOT .

My parents are so annoying .
All they do is scold and make me cry .

Come on .
Talk .

BYE -

2009-03-19T22:00:00.002+08:00

Hi .

Today's good .
Cheerleading was pretty productive .

I have to finish my homework in like 3 days .
I only did like Emaths paper 1 .
Greaaaaat .

I'm hungry .
I keep on getting hungry easily this few days .

Okay

Happy .
Not happy .
Happy .
Not happy .

Weird .

BYE -

2009-03-18T23:27:00.002+08:00

Hello .

Today was a good day .

Marissa came after training .
Chilled and watched DVDs and
attempted to study and got scolded by my dad
and ate spaghetti and danced .
Kakak came home and we went for a swim .
Marissa is really strong you know .
She can carry like 3 of us and walk 50 metres .
In the pool of course .
Haha .

Having a private blog is fun .
Now i can reply to people who tag .
(:

I still dont know whats Aqida's email .

ETP and cheerleading again tomorrow .
Last practice before Friday .

My parents spoilt my day today .
They don't trust me .
And they make me go to bed early .
During the holidays .
Like wth right .
So lame .

AAAAAAAAAAH .
Adam Lambert is so ugly .
HAHA .
He's so creepy and weird .
I really don't like him , sorry .

Okay .
I'm getting sleepy .

Happy 18th love .
(:

BYE -

2009-03-17T20:11:00.002+08:00

Hello .

Its kindof fun posting thrice :
LJ (Friends)
LJ (Private)
Blogger

Today didn't go too good .
Well , the day's not over yet .
It can still be fixed .

I love Rena .
Rena makes me happy all the time .
I told her I was confused and that there was alot on my mind .
She claims my mind's too small .
And that i need her XXXXXL one .
She makes me laugh .
(:

Somehow ,
I can't wait for Friday .
For cheerleading .
Weird how i didn't want to join in the first place .
Lol .

I need my Miracle Man .

BYE -

2009-03-16T22:55:00.002+08:00

Hello .

I want to be like Lili and have a private blog .
Lol .
Now i have a private blog and LJ .

Yessaaaaa .
So low profile .

I miss blogger .
So fun to post here .
The font so nice .

I only invited 8 people to my blog .
I don't know Aqida's email .
So lame right .
Eh frin and fai also don't know .
Haha .

Okay .

IGNORE .

FORGET IT .

PRETEND .

BYE -

2009-02-25T21:06:00.000+08:00

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2009-02-25T20:54:00.002+08:00

HELLO .

Pictures below -
The day i went to Singapore Flyer .
So cool i like .

Okay ,
I suffered for 5 days straight .
Without love .

But today is a good day .

I like today .
And I love Siti .
(:

Results wise -
Not too bad .
So far , 2 As and 1 C
-__-

okay .

BYE -

2009-02-13T22:15:00.002+08:00

Thank you love .

Happy friendship day !

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !

Happy total defence day !

BYE -

2009-02-06T22:37:00.000+08:00

You .
Me .
Us .
You .
Me .

2009-01-30T23:08:00.002+08:00

Internet's a bore .

This is today ,

and Marissa's blister .

Which is a heart shape !

Today was good .

Almost perfect .

But still awesome .

I need more money .

I want to delete my blog .

BYE .

2009-01-18T18:55:00.002+08:00

Hello .

So the pictures below are from
CCA Promotion day ,
which was terrible .
Because of me .

Sorry -
Marissa
Mabel
Shabrina
Sally

Thanks -
Bdiv
Cdiv
Sarah Teo
Faizah
And whoever .

And New Years day ,
spent it with Marissa and my family
at the neighbourhood party thing .

And some day ,
when Marissa tried on my pinafore ,
and i tried on hers .
She looks so sexy and i look so dumb .

OBS tomorrow .
And not looking forward to it .

I like 3E9 .
Everone's nice .

Okay .
Miss me !

BYE .

2009-01-18T18:54:00.000+08:00

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